Sunday, July 10, 2011

I call upon the Necronomicon to revive this blog!

So I'm going to make an attempt bring this blog back to life. One of my first postings on this blog explains how I never stick to anything and I was only focused on Spaced Out for a few short, fleeting months before moving on to other things. That is much longer than my attention span normally allows. But it's well over a year later and I'm going to restart my attempt as a blogger by recreating the "101 in 1001" list I created (but never finished) on August 14, 2009. By my count, I still have 10 months to complete the list, having it end on May 11, 2012, but I may make a few modifications seeing as how I never completed the list to begin with. My life is in a completely different place than I though it would be over the course of the past year so it should be fun to take a look at what my priorities were. Let us take a look together shall we?



1. Paint a Portrait
-Never did it...never really plan to really. I don't work with traditional medium much anymore, and when I do, I never do realism anymore.

2. Buy a Pair of Oakley Sunglasses
-Got a pair for my birthday in 2010, from my bff, Courtney Harty.

3. Pay all my bills on time for 6 months.
-Actually I've been doing this for far longer than 6 months and I'm a little bit baffled as to why it needed to be on the list in the first place. And it's number 3 no less! Was I really that bad with deadlines?

4. See the movie The Godfather
-Still haven't...I will one day.

5. Take a life drawing class
-The college I currently attend doesn't offer life drawing classes. I could probably sit in on one at UNCW

6. Join yoga
-I did a couple pilate classes. Which is way more hardcore.

7. Go jogging every day for a month
-Meh. I do cardio pretty frequently at the gym nowadays. Not every single day though so I can't check this one off.

8. Start up a portfolio website for my artwork.
-http://moogster.daportfolio.com/
It's definitely nothing special and was created in a rush but it's a portfolio none the less. It needs to be updated though.

9. Grow a sunflower
-I still really want to do this but I currently live in an apartment so I'd have to settle for one of those miniature sunflower kits.

10. Get a bicycle
-I did one better and got two! One was a generous christmas gift from my brother and the other was snagged from some friends who left it behind when they moved to St. Louis.

11. Put $1000 away into a savings account
-No further comments.

12. Cook a big meal for someone I love
-I've been cooking quite a lot lately, but I either cook for myself like a lonely, smelly loser, or I cook along side with friends and feast with them. I think that counts.

13. Win a round of chess
-Whilst in Russia (completely different story) I witnessed a rousing game of chess between my traveling partner and an awesome 'chap' from London. I now slightly regret not haven taken part...not that I would have won.

14. Buy a professional looking outfit
-Fuck that, I'm a waitress forever. Dress up for the job you want? Fine. Imma dress like batman.

15. Go to a convention (E3, comiccon)
-Need a press pass for access to E3. Total bummer. Maybe one day.

16. Dye my hair
-My hair has been red for over a year now. For awhile it also had black highlights. Every strand of hair that was dyed black is a direct correlation to how cool I am.

17. Get an external hard drive and backup all my files.
-Yeah...about that. I in fact did get an external harddrive and backup the things that were irreplaceable and important to me. But it died. Only shortly after the harddrive on my imac died. So I end up with nothing. It counts, I lost everything!

18. Make an article of clothing from scratch
-Not yet, no.

19. Go to an Aquarium
-I went to the zoo/aquarium during my visit to Baltimore, MD.

20. Write letters to my friends (0/30)
-I may have written a couple. If I have I lost count.

21. Subscribe to a magazine
-I have my eye on High Frustose. Too bad they only release 4 issues per year.

22. Learn to surf
-I've gone a couple times but not sure if I can consider the skill "learned".

23. Wash my car on a nice day
-PSH.

24. Write a short story
-Again I return to my eternal dilemma of never finishing anything. I've written, but never completed.

25. Take a nice picture of my siblings and I for my mom
-We did actually.


26. Try catfish
-Yeah I'll get right on that.

27. Read more books (4/10)
-I read, Castle in the Sky, The Bone Garden, Salems Lot, and The House of Many Ways. I also re-read 4 out of 7 of the Harry Potter books but those are repeats so I won't count them.

28. Visit NY
-Several times in fact. NY is my bitch.

29. Fill up a sketchbook in just one month
-Again, I don't work with traditional media much. Even my sketches are done directly on the computer. So this one will likely not get done.

30. Change all my light bulbs to energy efficient
-I did a quick count. 14 lightbulbs are in the apartment (not counting Deans room) and only 3 are energy efficient. We hate the planet. Those damn lightbulbs are expensive! 9 year guarantee my ass.

31. Fly a kite
-After I do that I'll run through a meadow of flowers. I must have been desperate for things to put on this list.

32. Take a long walk in no particular direction
-How long is long? Ever since I moved to the downtown area of Wilmington, I find myself talking decently long walks in our beloved "Historical District".

33. Learn basic piano
-I know chords and I can play songs. With both hands no less. That's basic enough.

34. Hold a tarantula.
-Not for lack of courage or anything. The opportunity has just yet to present itself.

35. Take a picture of myself everyday (x100)
-Ehhh...That sounds like a lot of effort.

36. Donate Blood
-I did. I sold my blood in exchange for mediocre crackers and a tiny juice box.

37. Raise $500 in a fundraiser and donate it to a charity
-This one would be a true project if I ever dedicate the effort towards it. Genuine effort is always worth it though.

38. Frame and hang up pictures of friends and family
-As a matter of fact, I have a total of 4 framed pictures in my room, which include both friends and family.

39. Make my own salsa
-I have yet to do this, but I have indulged myself on the delicious salsa Dean makes.

40. Paint my nails at least 20 different colors
-I'm assuming I didn't mean all at once...Unless toes are included. I have been exploratory with my nail color choices but I doubt I've reached 20.

41. Make 5 different desserts from scratch
-Without a doubt. I've even invented a couple. Top favorites being Blunana Pie and Tar Pit Pie.

42. Write a letter to the president
-Seriously? Why in the holy mother of fuck would I ever want to do that? I mean really?

43. Eat a strange flavor of beef jerky
-Down the street from my current apartment is a hot sauce store that Dean and I like to frequent. They sell various jerky including Kangaroo, Alligator, Deer and Boar.

44. Talk to a stranger
-Um...It's called everyday social interactions. I'm really starting to think I was consuming some sort of mind altering chemical whilst composing this list.

45. Learn and perform a monologue
-Now here is one that sounds fun and interesting. Now to find an audience.

46. Scare someone
-I scare my mom everyday by not making the transition into adulthood.

47. Call my mom every week for a month
-Eh...I think this applied more when I didn't live so close to her. I think I'd just annoy and confuse her if I did this now.

48. Watch a sports game
-My buddy Laura made me sit through a football game or two. As unwillingly as it was.

49. Learn the alphabet in sign language
-Didn't I learn this as a girl scout in second grade? Seriously, was it even me that wrote this list?

50. Get an associates degree
-Totally almost there...yeah.

51. Donate hair to locks of love
-Physically impossible at this point. My hair has been dyed for the past year and I recently cut off about 7 inches.

52. Set off a firework
-I suppose a sparkler doesn't count.

53. Try out a new hairstyle every day for a week.
-Bitch please.

54. Adopt a dog from a shelter
-Actually here is one that I didn't think I would do. But I did.
Lucca. Female. 2yo. Chocolate Lab Mix. 30lbs. Rescued stray.
She's a lot of work, but I don't regret it.

55. Ride an elephant
-Want to at the soonest convenience of the nearest elephant.

56. Spend a whole day just laying on the beach
-I've definitely spent many hours at a time laying on the beach, but I'm not quite sure it counts as the whole day. Usually around 3pm the beach bar calls to me.

57. Organize a 40 hour famine for charity
-Only 40 hours? Psh.

58. Work on making my handwriting neater
-Yeah okay, I'll get right on that.

59. Wake up really early one morning for no reason
-I do that pretty frequently during my breaks from school.

60. Fill up my piggy bank with change
-It's not quite full but it's hard to accumulate change when I use my debit card for everything.

61. Leave a server a 100% tip.
-I actually have done this. Though it was a $2 tip for a $2 beer. Since no further rules were elaborated I feel it should count.

62. Go to Australia with my sister
-I'm gettin there.

63. Babysit
-I was super short on cash so I got a babysitting job through sittercity. I guess her kids didn't like me though because I didn't get a call back. Not that I'm too torn up about it though.

64. Get a laptop
-As a matter of fact, I had no choice. My imacs harddrive croaked on my and I was in the middle of the semester. Being a college student with no internets to speak of is unacceptable.

65. Apply to the Peace corps
-I began the application process, though you need a bachelors degree for completion. Details, Details.

66. Go hiking
-I really should be taking advantage of all the hiking opportunities Wilmington provides.

67. Play tennis regularly
-Ever since I acquired several rackets I play every now and again...probably not enough to be considered "regularly".

68. No cursing for a week.
-Fuck that.

69. Give a dog a bath
-Well seeing as how I have a dog now, she get's baths quite regularly.

70. Beat super Mario 3
-That game is my bitch.

71. Climb a tree
-Greenfeild lake has some of the perfect climbing trees.

It's higher up than it looks, I assure you.

72. Do a jig saw puzzle
-Actually I came very close to buying one of the NYC skyline. It was a decent size and I dreamed of framing it upon completion. However those dreams were shattered when I thought of even attempting a jigsaw puzzle with my rambunctious dog trying to steal my attention every second she can. Also it's a space issue.

73. Clean the bathroom
-Did I seriously think I would go 2 and half years without cleaning the bathroom? I mean my standards of clean aren't the highest, but come on!

74. Eat dinner at a dinner table
-I currently don't own a dinner table but I ate dinner rather regularly at my Aunts house for awhile. It was indeed at a dinner table.

75. Get some fresh flowers and put them in a vase
-Since I work in banquets, whenever there is a wedding event, there's usually a lot of leftover fresh flowers. I take them. It makes me feel girly.

76. Hula hoop for 5 minutes straight
-Sure!

77. Get a baritone ukulele
-Hell yeah! I love it. I can't go back to playing a soprano really. They're so so tiny. Even though my baritone is louder, it is still strongly overpowered by a guitar.

78. Update my music
-I have many times since making this list. Big thanks to pandora.

79. Take my mom out to dinner
-It happens here and there.

80. Write a song
-I have. But you'll never hear it. I guess there's no way of proving it then but fuck you it's my list.

81. Start a video blog on youtube
-It's not so much a v-log as it is an assortment of random videos.
Right Here.
But I hardly update it so this won't count.

82. Submit at least 20 videos on youtube
-Not nearly.

83. Learn more about Micromedia Flash
-That shit is like Greek to me.

84. And use it to make a short animation
-It would be cool to make one frame by frame. Tedious. But cool.

85. Make a sculpture
-And again, I don't work with traditional media much anymore.

86. Set up a commission website for my artwork
-It's not on it's own website or anything but Ba-zing!

87. Make a profit of my artwork
-Actually I've made a decent profit on my artwork in the past year. Of course not nearly enough to live off of. Barely enough to eat off of. But it's something. And it makes me feel good that people like my art enough to pay me to draw for them.

88. Get a fish
-Nah I'll pass.

89. …And keep it alive
-Who want's a fish?

90. Finish this list.
-That's a big fat maybe.



So I inadvertently completed 38 items on the list. That's not bad for having not paid any attention to it. Maybe instead of creating an entirely new list and resetting the deadline, I'll just create a list of 63 and keep my deadline of May 11, 2012.


This blog has offically risen from the dead and is now craving the flash of humans.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

10/12/08

Two nights ago my cousin and I had a toast to the memory of Ruth Hamilton. One year ago, on October 12th 2008, She passed away in her sleep. Then for the first time in over 15 years, all 9 of her grandchildren were reunited for her funeral. It doesn't feel like it's been a year already. She was absolutely one of a kind. How many of you have grandmothers over 6' tall? She was quirky, active and really fun to be around. She was also a very strong person and a great role model. I'll keep her in my mind and in my heart forever.

We all miss you Nanny.

Friday, October 2, 2009

My goal is to ring in the new year with...

1. A Job--Check! (10/17/09) Hilton Banquet Server/bartender
2. An Apartment--Check! (10/26/09) Did one step better! 3 bedroom/2 bathroom HOUSE. Move in Nov 2.
3. A dog

...preferably in that order.

Friday, August 28, 2009

I love reading things that I wrote months ago. It always seems like it was written by someone else.


Just taking a break from unpacking. Maybe I can finally sleep in a bed tonight.

Friday, August 14, 2009

101 in 1001

Another quick update.

My brother proposed the idea of doing a project, 101 in 1001. The basic idea is to make a list of 101 goals that you want to accomplish in 1001 days. I plan on starting my list on my 21st birthday but I've nearly completed it, so here's what I've got so far.



1. Paint a Portrait
2. Buy a Pair of Oakley Sunglasses
3. Pay all my bills on time for 6 months.
4. See the movie The Godfather
5. Take a life drawing class
6. Join yoga
7. Go jogging every day for a month
8. Start up a portfolio website for my artwork.
9. Grow a sunflower
10. Get a bicycle
11. Put $1000 away into a savings account
12. Cook a big meal for someone I love
13. Win a round of chess
14. Buy a professional looking outfit
15. Go to a convention (E3, comiccon)
16. Dye my hair
17. Get an external hard drive and backup all my files.
18. Make an article of clothing from scratch
19. Go to an Aquarium
20. Write letters to my friends (0/30)
21. Subscribe to a magazine
22. Learn to surf
23. Wash my car on a nice day
24. Write a short story
25. Take a nice picture of my siblings and I for my mom
26. Try catfish
27. Read more books (0/10)
28. Visit NY
29. Fill up a sketchbook in just one month
30. Change all my light bulbs to energy efficient
31. Fly a kite
32. Take a long walk in no particular direction
33. Learn basic piano
34. Hold a tarantula.
35. Take a picture of myself everyday (x100)
36. Donate Blood
37. Raise $500 in a fundraiser and donate it to a charity
38. Frame and hang up pictures of friends and family
39. Make my own salsa
40. Paint my nails at least 20 different colors
41. Make 5 different desserts from scratch
42. Write a letter to the president
43. Eat a strange flavor of beef jerky
44. Talk to a stranger
45. Learn and perform a monologue
46. Scare someone
47. Call my mom every week for a month
48. Watch a sports game
49. Learn the alphabet in sign language
50. Get an associates degree
51. Donate hair to locks of love
52. Set off a firework
53. Try out a new hairstyle every day for a week.
54. Adopt a dog from a shelter
55. Ride an elephant
56. Spend a whole day just laying on the beach
57. Organize a 40 hour famine for charity
58. Work on making my handwriting neater
59. Wake up really early one morning for no reason
60. Fill up my piggy bank with change
61. Leave a server a 100% tip.
62. Go to Australia with my sister
63. Babysit
64. Get a laptop
65. Apply to the Peace corps
66. Go hiking
67. Play tennis regularly
68. No cursing for a week.
69. Give a dog a bath
70. Beat super Mario 3
71. Climb a tree
72. Do a jig saw puzzle
73. Clean the bathroom
74. Eat dinner at a dinner table
75. Get some fresh flowers and put them in a vase
76. Hula hoop for 5 minutes straight
77. Get a baritone ukulele
78. Update my music
79. Take my mom out to dinner
80. Write a song
81. Start a video blog on youtube
82. Submit at least 20 videos on youtube
83. Learn more about Micromedia Flash
84. And use it to make a short animation
85. Make a sculpture
86. Set up a commission website for my artwork
87. Make a profit of my artwork
88. Get a fish
89. …And keep it alive
90. Finish this list.


I haven't proof read it or anything so there may be some doubles on there.

Come on Come on!

Just a real quick entry to give a shout out to Morgan Laurence, a musician on the rise. He's not a well known artist, but I really think it's his usage of the ukulele that really drew me to his music. Plus, he has a beautiful voice.



I can't stop listening to this song. It's so damn catchy. Check it.

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Love Song

Total lack of updates due to my big move. I am officially moved from New York to North Carolina, however my mother is still in the process of moving so due to my inability to accept change and move on, I've decided to spend my remaining month in New York doing absolutely nothing to better myself and just enjoying the summer with my friends. But great summers like this don't come often so I need to take advantage of it. This summer for me can be defined for me in just one song. And I usually don't like comparing things in my life to lyrics of a song (because I'm not a 14 year old girl anymore) but I truly love the lyrics of this one.

Summertime Cloths by Animal Collective.




sweet summer night and I'm stripped to my sheets
forehead is leaking - my ac squeaks
and a voice from the clock says "you're not gonna get tired"
my bed is a pool and the wall's on fire
soak my head in the sink for a while
chills on my neck and it makes me smile
but, my bones have to move and my skins gotta breath
you pick up the phone and I'm so relieved

you slide down your stairs to the eager street
and the sun has left us with slippery feet
and i want to walk around with you
and i want to walk around with you
and be here with you

it doesn't really matter I'll go where you feel
Home for the breeze, get a midnight meal
I point in the windows as you point out the parks
rip off your sleeves and I'll ditch my socks
dance to the songs from the cars as they pass
move through the cardboard, smell that trash
walkin' around in our summertime clothes
know where to go while our bodies go

and we'll greet the dawn in it's morning blues
with purple yawns you'll be sleepin' soon
and i want to walk around with you
and i want to walk around with you

when the sun goes down we'll go out again (x16)

don't cool off, i like your warmth

Let's leave the sound of the heat for the sound of the rain
It's easy to sleep when it wets my brain
It covers my rest with a saccharine sheen
Kissing the wind through my window screen
But restless is causeless and I cannot hide
So much on my mind that it spills outside
Do you wanna go stroll down a financial street?
Our clothes might get soaked
But the building's sleep

And there's no one pushing for a place
As we enter at an easy pace
And I want to walk around with you (x2)
I want to walk around with you (x4)

Just you, just you, just you, just you (x4)




I adore this song because it's rare to find a love song that doesn't have the word "love". Summer is almost over. Enjoy it. <3


"You can always make money. You can't create time." -Courtney Harty [Even if she doesn't remember saying it.]